things.

-safari makes everything look so much more prettier haha thank you apple/mac
-the lakers swept those bastards in colorado [meghan knows how i feel about that state hahaha]
-the first half of this day was just horrible. a lot of crying. a lot of being antisocial. a lot of just plain discontent. but the second half was so much better. maybe because i had things to do to keep my mind off of it. like the yankees [who also won btw], then How I Met Your Mother which is always entertaining, then RAW [which most of that was spent talking to Ericka via MySpace about it at the same time shit was happening], then the lakers winning... then
-i got lurked by jason hahahahaha thank good for my boobies. well this weekend, i commented him and was like "mmm hmm; look at those sexy biceps!" [hahaha i'm incapable of lying] and he hasn't been on since around 9. and i noticed that my page views went up. but i didn't get my hopes up cuz it was the same time i was talkin with Ericka. and i got so distracted that i forgot about it... untilllllll i noticed he was online again. 2x in a few hours for JB is pretty astounding haha i've been on the same time as him before and it's very quick on and offs. but this time, he didn't add anyone, or apparently read his messages [this was what i learned from a comment - i don't know his email no less guess a password to hack him haha]. so yeah... does nothing on myspace... except lurk me and others. i love it hahaha oh and i know this because of my "tracker" HB views, same time he was on and my myspace page views changed too at the same time.

usually something doesn't work but it did tonight, which i guess was a real blessing because... i so needed it today. i'm such a nerd and i let lil things make me happy. but it doesn't take much to put a smile on my face. not at all. and thinking about this man:

thinking about me? [to the left] it makes me smile. yes yes it does. shut up hahaha

oh and just to be super kinda whorish...


first one, JB and... fan?
second one, Matt and... fan?

and what does that equal for Sam?
seeing how similar they are, being unable to choose one flat out for personality/humor/traits, and thinking both are god damn adorable... even with people that they don't know haha

something tells me i'm gonna sleep very well.