i'm such a fuckin nerd sometimes

i mean honestly, it's kind of freaking me out that i like two brothers haha no less twin brothers. i HATEEEEEEEE whenever girls who "want" them speak of them and it's always in pairs like "i love the berrys" or "Matt and Jason" this. then i realize I'M ONE OF THOSE GIRLS!

i am well aware that they are separate people. granted for me, it's more because i don't care which one i get i suppose hahaha maybe i'll let them choose. yeah, maybe that's what my brain is thinking... or maybe it just likes the option of both at different times. it's really a win win. jason i think is more outgoing and loud and funny as fuck... good for a party or hanging out. but matt is more like the guy i can bring home to dad and won't embarrass me in front of meghan. too bad my subconscious doesn't like the option of threesomes with brothers hahaha

ewww - honest to god, yes it freaks me out. you wouldn't think so with the mind i have but, yes definitely does. and if its gonna be a threesome, you know one of them is gonna be matt sanders hahaha i'm not a fangirl, i don't hate val, i don't google his phone number, i don't know his favorite color. but whatever, the dude is hot. and if i'm having thoughts about wild sex, shadows is in there. i'm not a bad person... honestly! haha

but to sum up my point...


and jason's face is like that becauseeeeeeee:

AUTOGRAPHS?! all of a sudden i feel like less of a freak hahaha pictures with sexy, funny men... maybe. AUTOGRAPHS OF ROADIES? ummm no. if i'm going home from an A7X show with sharpie stains on my arms its gonna be phone numbers; mmmm k?

ohhh PS - Matt has the Misfits' Vans Slip Ons, but Jason has Famous Stars and Straps hats; NOT EVEN PERSONAL STYLE IS GONNA HELP ME DECIDE! jesus christ, i feel like i'm having an election of my own in November.