because i'm waiting for the second avenged video to be uploaded...

My ex is still: the same.

I'm listening to: avenged's afterlife video.

Maybe I should: not upload it again...

I love: so many things right now.

My best friends: is only one.

I don't understand: why i'm so hard on myself sometimes.

I lost respect for: so many things right now.

The meaning of my screename is: morrissey, morrissey, morrissey.

Love is: overratted.

Sexy Tara on GoofyAuctions.com is: what the fuck is it? jenna tells me it's not even worth googling.

Somewhere someone is: thinking about me.

I will always: be in love.

Forever seems like: a lifetime away.

I never ever want to lose: my best friend.

My mobile phone is: dying.

When I wake up in the morning: I stretch and pet my dog.

I get annoyed at: so many things.

Parties are: funner when there's less people.

My pet is: happy and thats the only thing that matters.

Kisses are: in my future.

Today: was fine.

I really want: what I can never seem to grab.

I live: where i've always lived.

I work: at trying to keep myself stable.

I think: it will all be okay eventually.

I smell: With Love.

I listen: to everything.

I see: through people.

I sing: into my hairbrush.

I can: read body language pretty well.

I daydream: every single moment I have to myself.

I fall: for men all the time.

I want: to make others happy.

I cry: more easily now.

I love: again and again.

I sometimes: wish things were different.

I fear: failing.

I hope: to keep moving in the right direction... if I have found it / ever find it.

I eat: very little.

I drink: diet coke now.

I miss: so many things.

I forgive: the one that can't forgive me.

I dream: about men I don't even know.

I kiss: my dog too much.

I hug: you to death.

I have: to believe that California will save me from myself.

I remember: more than I'd like to admit.

I don't: want to put anyone on a pedestal anymore.

I believe: when you know... you just know.

I know: that this will be better than last year.

I hate: not knowing all the things I want to know for sure.

because i fucking rule,

and couldn't find it anywhere...
it took about seven years to upload...
but in it's entire, orgasmic glory - the new avenged:



rawr. 50 days until meg and i see those piercing eyes, bald heads, ripped chests, sexy smirks and...tranchillas? well lets hope not the latter!

[ps - if you cant see this, it means youtube caught me and deleted it. and you will have to wait to see it :/ sorry, i tried...]

dear god,

the only thing i ask of you is to hold him when i'm not around when i'm much too far away...

oh how i love my lads... i know i'm partial but i thought this was the funniest thing ever. and can i just say how equally cute it is to. yes i know, all of a sudden i committed a cardinal sin by saying they are attractive and that is really my whole basis for liking them as people and as a band, right?

hey, is it avenged sevenfold's fault that they are fucking gorgeous on top of being fucking talented? no.
so it's not the dear and departed's fault for being fucking adorable.




'of course they don't have knees, i mean they might do'...
'penguins fucking rule.'
'i don't know if they rule.'
'penguins are good.'
'they're just like any other bird.'
'naw, they're good! they're-- good, lil buds.'
...'cuz they can waddle or they can just go: you know what? i'm just gonna slide.'
'yeah, belly slide - wahhhhhm.'
'yeah i watched March of the Penguins the other night actually.'
'i wanna see it so bad!'
...'lets just say penguins rule and they don't have knees.'
'penguins are alright.'

ladies, honestly... you can't tell me your heart didn't swoon a little when dan had that big grin on his face, talking about wanting to be a pirate. or blushing when learning that david doesn't wear underwear. or darren's clever argument into why penguins rule. and of course there's joel and his funny side comments like: 'i'd be a shark...but i'm nothing like a shark...i wish i could move that fast...i dunno, whats a relaxed animal?'

little things like that video make bad days seem a little brighter don't they?
ok well, at least mine. it doesn't take much for me to smile... especially when it comes in the form of British, Welsh and/or Australian men.

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listening to: Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions

55 days.

THAT'S ALL.
:)