I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there are so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there are so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there are so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
...edit.
i'm not going to delete the post below.
and i'm not going to add to it.
i'm not sorry i wrote it. i regret nothing. and if it wasn't for dallas green and tea, i'd be crying hysterically.
2.26.2008
one big fucking
quote of the day:
' Aww, Pariasite has to settle for the fat-TER brother. Double ew. '
hahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
[i'm sorry josh, but those comments are funn-eh.]
and now on to more news:
hmmm, i think paris banged him too... no wonder he needs a whole stash!
and to the highlight of my day:
woooooooooooooooooo channing. can't wait to see Stop Loss with my girl... maybe she can bring my new BFF too hahaha [more coming after the pix.]
before i talk about meghan... can we talk about those arms? they're so shiny and gorgeous and bada bing. ya know?
ok, so meghan leigh donohue. my BFF. god i hate those internet terms haha [or should i 'LOL']. anyhow, she is positively glowing. not even kidding you. and because of that. i'm positively glowing. she has a crush on this guy she works with. i've heard about him a few times before this but nothing besides how funny he is. all of a sudden, it's how cute he is and how comfortable sher is around him. so after a few weeks, i got to see this boy. his name is keith. he's 19, going to college for business, and his age has nothing to do with it. which is amazing. he's mature and responsible, gets all of his work done ahead of time, respectful, and helpful. that's all i need to know. i'm not counting my chickens before they hatch or anything, but i really hopes this one works out. and then... i'll have another BFF hahaha her fave co-workers and i are thinking about taking a trip to canada [so keither can drink hahaha] which i am obviously stoaked about.
as for me, it's been an amazing year so far. my grades might be the best they've ever been. my family is healthy. theres a free simple plan show this thursday at the mall -- my two things favorite things: shopping and canucks. um, the dear and departed is pretty much the loves of my life now. and josh madden likes my eyebows. and avenged sevenfold in 12 days. life is good.